Hey peeps...
Back after AGES, huh?? Well, life's been good...so far...this year....Got AH-MAY-ZING new friends compared to the backstabbing ones last year...*cues BACKSTABBER by Ke$ha*
Hmmm...what else...Oh, that's right! Can you believe it? I ACTUALLY got tickets to see ma IDOL: Justin Bieber live in Concert...OMG, rite?? Guess NEVER SAY NEVER actually applies here, huh?? *cues music NEVER SAY NEVER*
Annnyywwaaaay...
To add on to ma 2011 life in general...I still don't have a BOYFRIEND...or....anything a teen like me would get SUPER DUPER excited over...Things are basically gonna remain the same, I think...Me getting top for EVERYTHING as usual...more TERRIBLY HIGH EXPECTATIONS are DEFINITELY gonna be piled on me and Oh, guess what?? I'm gonna have a BOYFRIEND. Not.
WELL...I don't want to linger on the past..Really! I wanna think positive and be like "This too shall pass" but its JUST.SO.HARD!!! I wanna be stronger, to accept the fact that I'm SINGLE and probably will be for another 30 years or so....I wanna accept the fact that I will just continue living a mediocre life, chained to the binds my parents have carefully woven for me and I wanna accept the fact that I will Never...repeat NEVER make it big in my singing career...EVER...'coz I'm just TOO DARN SHY to express my true feelings to the world. To let go...to be...ME
But...ya know...WHATEVER....this is just a couple of words to ya, sooo...yeah...basically...I don't really know what else to say...
I mean I have all THESE big dreams in ma head (and by BIG, I mean JUST PLAIN GINORMOUS) but deep down inside, I KNOW that I'm never gonna be able to meet up to those dreams no matter how hard I try...*sigh* maybe I need new motivation, inspiration...Haha, corny much? Maybe I should go into the SONG WRITING CAREER instead...hahahahaha...Lame.
WELL...if you have ANYTHING to say AT ALL...(which I HIGHLY DOUBT) just SAY IT! I don't care if its DUMB, ILLOGICAL or well....WHATEVER...haha...Kaaaayyy, I don't what to say anymore...sooooo....
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erm, BYEE?
Thanks for letting me waste your time, btw...:D really...
