Hey peeps...
Back after AGES, huh?? Well, life's been good...so far...this year....Got AH-MAY-ZING new friends compared to the backstabbing ones last year...*cues BACKSTABBER by Ke$ha*
Hmmm...what else...Oh, that's right! Can you believe it? I ACTUALLY got tickets to see ma IDOL: Justin Bieber live in Concert...OMG, rite?? Guess NEVER SAY NEVER actually applies here, huh?? *cues music NEVER SAY NEVER*
Annnyywwaaaay...
To add on to ma 2011 life in general...I still don't have a BOYFRIEND...or....anything a teen like me would get SUPER DUPER excited over...Things are basically gonna remain the same, I think...Me getting top for EVERYTHING as usual...more TERRIBLY HIGH EXPECTATIONS are DEFINITELY gonna be piled on me and Oh, guess what?? I'm gonna have a BOYFRIEND. Not.
WELL...I don't want to linger on the past..Really! I wanna think positive and be like "This too shall pass" but its JUST.SO.HARD!!! I wanna be stronger, to accept the fact that I'm SINGLE and probably will be for another 30 years or so....I wanna accept the fact that I will just continue living a mediocre life, chained to the binds my parents have carefully woven for me and I wanna accept the fact that I will Never...repeat NEVER make it big in my singing career...EVER...'coz I'm just TOO DARN SHY to express my true feelings to the world. To let go...to be...ME
But...ya know...WHATEVER....this is just a couple of words to ya, sooo...yeah...basically...I don't really know what else to say...
I mean I have all THESE big dreams in ma head (and by BIG, I mean JUST PLAIN GINORMOUS) but deep down inside, I KNOW that I'm never gonna be able to meet up to those dreams no matter how hard I try...*sigh* maybe I need new motivation, inspiration...Haha, corny much? Maybe I should go into the SONG WRITING CAREER instead...hahahahaha...Lame.
WELL...if you have ANYTHING to say AT ALL...(which I HIGHLY DOUBT) just SAY IT! I don't care if its DUMB, ILLOGICAL or well....WHATEVER...haha...Kaaaayyy, I don't what to say anymore...sooooo....
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erm, BYEE?
Thanks for letting me waste your time, btw...:D really...
Monday, March 14, 2011
Monday, November 29, 2010
Saturday, November 27, 2010
MY WORLD is apparently NOT YOUR WORLD...
Hey peeps!
Yeahh...guess who I'm referring to in my sad and terribly DEMORALISING title...
My crush!!! No.....Wait...YES...
Sad, ain't it? That I HAVE to post about HIM in E-V-E-R-Y one of my blog posts, saying that I WISH for IT to happen...for HIM to realise..when deep down inside, I KNOW that he doesn't care AND probably DOES NOT think about me the way I DO...and even if he does, I'm positive it's for commercial, practical reasons...so...why am I LECTURING you about this, you may ask??
Well, I'm gonna PLEDGE...yes, PLEDGE (as in PROMISE myself) that I won't- WILL NOT blog about him for...ermm.....well....for a while...heyy, I'm not even sure if I can even KEEP this pledge of mine ( past experiences. I'm just saying)
Anyways...I guess I have nothing else to blog about today...well, except that I'm sooo freaking booreed all ALLLOOONE at home with my dad, and him showing me some storytelling finalists on the news is sooo NOT cheering me up...especially since I know FOR SURE that I could have beaten them to the $10, 000...(yes...allow me to boast that I was a previous NATIONAL STORYTELLER)...
And that I currently REGRET my choice of staying home today...while my mom is out watching a dance recital...Yeah...I know...dance recital?? Nope, I'm not excited about THAT, for crying out loud. It's just that my BFF and her SMOKING HOT brother will be there...Worst decisionn EVVVAA!
Anndd...well...how can I resist talking about my ULTIMATE CRUSH...Not him...Justin Bieber...
Well, Justin, you are the CUTEST TEEN POP SINGER I'VE EVVAA had a crush on!! You rock my world, dude!!! (especially that new song, PRAY)...
So, well, yeahhh...
I guess when I said I didn't have A LOT to talk about, I meant the opposite...three paragraphs opposite, that is...
Not gonna bore you anymore and make you REGRET tuning on to my site...so..Bye! For now! Till we meet again!.....Or not.....I don't really care.....
BYEEEE!!
Yeahh...guess who I'm referring to in my sad and terribly DEMORALISING title...
My crush!!! No.....Wait...YES...
Sad, ain't it? That I HAVE to post about HIM in E-V-E-R-Y one of my blog posts, saying that I WISH for IT to happen...for HIM to realise..when deep down inside, I KNOW that he doesn't care AND probably DOES NOT think about me the way I DO...and even if he does, I'm positive it's for commercial, practical reasons...so...why am I LECTURING you about this, you may ask??
Well, I'm gonna PLEDGE...yes, PLEDGE (as in PROMISE myself) that I won't- WILL NOT blog about him for...ermm.....well....for a while...heyy, I'm not even sure if I can even KEEP this pledge of mine ( past experiences. I'm just saying)
Anyways...I guess I have nothing else to blog about today...well, except that I'm sooo freaking booreed all ALLLOOONE at home with my dad, and him showing me some storytelling finalists on the news is sooo NOT cheering me up...especially since I know FOR SURE that I could have beaten them to the $10, 000...(yes...allow me to boast that I was a previous NATIONAL STORYTELLER)...
And that I currently REGRET my choice of staying home today...while my mom is out watching a dance recital...Yeah...I know...dance recital?? Nope, I'm not excited about THAT, for crying out loud. It's just that my BFF and her SMOKING HOT brother will be there...Worst decisionn EVVVAA!
Anndd...well...how can I resist talking about my ULTIMATE CRUSH...Not him...Justin Bieber...
Well, Justin, you are the CUTEST TEEN POP SINGER I'VE EVVAA had a crush on!! You rock my world, dude!!! (especially that new song, PRAY)...
So, well, yeahhh...
I guess when I said I didn't have A LOT to talk about, I meant the opposite...three paragraphs opposite, that is...
Not gonna bore you anymore and make you REGRET tuning on to my site...so..Bye! For now! Till we meet again!.....Or not.....I don't really care.....
BYEEEE!!
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